Over the years I have questioned religion as have many others and have read several books and ideologies on certain religions and the concepts of religion.
One would say that by believing that Christianity is based on false pretences that I am an agnostic or even an atheist. I however believe that I am Gnostic. What is a Gnostic you might ask. From what I have read and what I believe a Gnostic is a free thinker and one that knows and understands the truths about religion. The truth is quite simple all religion is based on mythology even modern Christianity which has taken myth and turned it in historical fact.
I have come to realize in this complex world of our s that atheism is a way for the Christian church to say that just because you don’t believe in there ways you are an atheist or even a pagan. However that is far from the truth. If one believes in one self and understands that the power to self satisfaction is within you then you are as much a Christian as the next person. The next question is why might you ask it is quite simple really. Within each of us there is the Christ, yes we all go through the turmoil’s as he did. The bible or the Christian story of Jesus merely describes what we as humans go through in everyday life. The story of Jesus as portrayed in Greek, Egyptian, Norse and Hindu mythology is merely myth to describe what we as humans go through in the course of ones life. I know myth you say.
The myth concept is quit simple I have read Greek myths and have began to delve in to Egyptian mythology and yes they are all parallel to the Christian story. Yes if you are a die hard Christian you will find this hard to believe but look at history what has the church done particularly the catholic church
What were the crusades but a way to merely squash the so called infidels? No it was a way to make the general populace believe by destroying all those who opposed what the church had fabricated as history. The key to this is right in front of your very nose Even the most devoted Christian has to question the fundamentals of the church.
As you read this book you will learn and understand the truth and question your beliefs
Here are a few questions for you?
In the Bible read the two stories of the birth of Jesus in Luke and Matthew and think about this why do the stories differ so much? If it was true historical fact wouldn’t they be the same.
Why is there a gap in Jesus life and no record of his existence?
Why does only one of the gospels talk about the death and resurrection of Jesus?
Can you really say with your whole heart that bible is not a guide to live by but a true historical document?
Why have the so called items in the bible such as the arc of the covenant and other biblical items never been found?
Why does the church have a record of destroying and quelling the past to make their point?
Why is the church so scared about what others think and what historians and archaeologists have found in recent years?
Why does the church deny the Gnostic gospels when they existed before the first bible was ever composed?
Friday, June 18, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Alexandria ‘The Secret Library – the myth that could have been’
You have heard the myths you have heard the ideas of what destroyed the great Library of Alexandria the resting place of many a scroll from the writings of Plato to Aristotle to the works of the lord. I am sure you have seen National Treasure at the end they find in t he great treasure of the free masons the contents of Alexandria. What would you do if you had the ability to go back in time or if you miraculously ended up back in time moments or hours before the destruction of the great library. Would you want to know who destroyed it and why? Would you want to save the works and contents or would you stand be afraid to change History. What would you say if I said it was possible to do both allow it to be destroyed and hide the works forever allowing the masses of the time to believe it was destroyed.
Was the contents transported away to another place before the destruction of Alexandria. Did the catholic church destroy it all or was it hidden away by the guardians of Alexandria a secret society known as le guardian you be the judge. Over the years there have been various works trying to make you think and question modern day religion. There has been the Da Vinci Code. Holy blood Holy Grail, the Jesus Papers, and the Pagan Christ. The key question is what do they all have to say and why. What is the fundamental underlining piece in them all. The fundamental piece is quit simple it is the existence of God the existence of Jesus was the grail a blood line or a goblet used at the lat supper.
The way I look at it from being a person that has read them all is quite simple it is a matter of interpretation. Yes Christ exist but on what plain does he exist is it at the human level or the spiritual is it fact or fiction is Christ merely the channel for good within us all. It all comes down to one thing belief. What do you believe what is true in your heart what does your soul tell you. Does your soul guide you or does a divine source guide you through life. Do you get strength from the divine or from within. Think about this does your heart control you or is it society. The answer is simple it is both society and your soul and the people around you. The Christ is you the Christ is around you the Christ binds and guides you. I know if you are Star Wars fan you are thinking the force but is the force and Christ really all that different or are they one in the same was George Lucas trying to put it in a context that modern man could understand.
The key to it all is belief and interpretation understanding and knowledge are all religions truly different or are they founded on common ideologies with different figure heads is Buddha that different from Jesus or Muhammad is god different from Allah or even Rah. The question is clear we live in a world of complexity with jihads and purifications in the name of God is this any different from the crusades of medieval times. Are the armies of NATO any different from the knights templar trying to claim the holy lands for their own. Or trying to quell or control the infidels. Is it different or is it the same do we know any more about the Muslims today. The answer to the question is simple we don’t we are lead to believe that the Muslim or Islamic religion values jihad (the holy war) . Do they or does western civilization tell us they do. I think we are we in the fourth crusade under the control of the US another super power just like France controlled the second crusade and England the third.
What does this have to do with Alexandria you are thinking Alexandria is mystery Alexandria is a myth Alexandria is a secret waiting to be revealed to the people of God. Alexandria has been hidden Alexandria is the Atlantis of Christianity and sore spot or is it. Has Alexandria been revealed or is it being revealed gradually with the works coming forward to question faith and the foundations of Christianity. Are the works of Dan Brown dividing or destroying Christianity. What about the holy blood holy grail the Jesus Papers and the Gnostic Gospels what are they doing for Christianity. Have you read them or do you dismiss them as hog wash and lies. I suggest you read them as they give an understanding and a new found look at what god truly is and what our calling in life is and where are we guided to go.
These works teach us a fundamental lesson that is taught by many such as Steven Covey, We need to channel our lives between what is important and what is right yet at the same time we need to remember that a glass is never half full and that there is a circle beyond the box we have put ourselves in. Steven Covey uses the term Sharpen the saw. The term is simple as a saw has many teeth and as people of faith and people of the world we need to balance and keep the important ones sharp. The important ones are hard to define or are they as they are key ones we need follow God and Religion, Family and Friends Work and our social surroundings.
The ideology of Alexandria is there to test us to make us stronger to make us believe. Alexandria is a myth or is it fact we will never know what was lost in the archives. The myth makes us stronger the myth makes us believe the myth controls who we are as a people; as it has become a part of the folklore of Christianity and other ideologies and myths.
The key to understanding is knowledge and so many people have the tendency to go through life with blinders on. They tend to believe what is written and not question it’s truth. Have you ever read something and realized that it makes no sense or is it possible. The greatest piece of literature ever written is a prime example of this. The bible has been taken as historical fact yet it holds no historical merit. The church has lead us to believe for centuries threw fear that the bible is fact. As we discover and uncover more and more we realize it is not all true. Yet so many people are blind to what is true, or are they or do they just not want to rock the status quo. This leads me to one simple phrase I have heard many a times. People are like a herd of cattle get them together and they are dumb and stupid and go with the flow, yet on their own they can be an individual. I have always wondered why we don’t act like individuals and question things that don’t make sense in life.
The questioning of religion that is a tough one. We are lead to believe a certain way; but now the resources are at our finger tips to gain knowledge and stand as individuals and realize just how much every religious sect or cult has in common. Science as proven so much even Einstein proved that god is no t real even though I don’t think he could admit it do to his time and place in History.
It is quite simple Einstein proved that God = Energy . Just think about that isn’t energy the driving force of everything we need energy for life we need energy to move an object. Here is Einstein’s formula
Albert Einstein’s equation states that Energy = Mass x C2. The law of physics states that energy cannot be created or destroyed.
Which means the energy that created the universe cannot have a beginning nor an end. Also, there must be something that existed before the universe and that will continue to exist after the universe. That is the definition of God.
By applying Albert Einstein’s formula, the universe must have a creator because the universe has mass (M). God does not need a creator because God does not have mass (M). God is energy (E).
Thus when people ask the question, “If God created mankind, who created God?”, they mistakenly imagine God as having a form or mass. Only mass needs a creator, not energy. Therefore it is simple God is Energy god is not tangible God is within us all he is not some super deity as we are lead to believe. Just think of one of the most popular film series of all time Star Wars. In Star Wars the force in all powerful encompassing power held by the elite it is essence telling us that the force is the energy that binds everything together that gives life and taketh life away.
What does this have to do with Alexandria you are wondering it is quite simple Myth and folklore, legend and beliefs. Mankind needs something to believe in something to make our existence worthwhile we can’t simply accept the fact that mankind has the power of god the power of Jesus within us all ; that we control our own destiny. We need something to believe in or do we. Yes God makes us stronger but he does so by giving us something to believe in he gives us positives when there are negatives around. Those positives are within us all we just need to have them awakened we need to believe we are not alone in our pain. We need to believe that someone can take away are pain and make it better. However does the pain ever leave no it doesn’t the pain is there within but we are stronger because we have grown from our pain.
How does this relate to me you might wonder? We all need something to believe in something to guide us or someone. Legends are created for that very purpose. We have the legend of King Arthur and Excalibur the legend of Robin Hood and his merry men. We have the greatest legend of all time Jesus and his disciples. This is a legend that has been taken and woven to create the greatest religion of all time. It has caused wars it is destroyed civilizations and ideologies so that it could survive. The Cathar religion was destroyed by the Catholic Church along with the most powerful order the knights templar who are still present today and known as the free masons.
Ask yourself this why are you a part of an order that has gained power by the very thing they preach against violence, deceit and destruction to make a legend reality. Look at History and Science they don’t support the churches claims why do they hide the very truth or when someone attempts to rock the foundations like Dan Brown they try to dismiss it.
If Alexandria is the secret to the truth the truth that has been hidden from us than let it be the start of what is the truth. Like all legends and myths they are for a purpose to teach us and guide us the truth in us all just like the legend of Alexandria. However Alexandria is more of a truth than a legend since Alexandria did exist in the form that made it legendary. The questions arise around the others though and they can be questioned and adopted and have been changing throughout time there was a Jesus figure in Egypt there is a Jesus figure in Buddhism and many other religions. So in essence the truth is all religion is equal all religion is common all religion comes from within. The Jesus the Buddha the Muhammad they are us we control them we nurture them in ourselves.
The church is a merely a vessel to do this and until modern religion realizes this all is lost wars will continue and the course as pre-determined will continue. Pre-determined you are asking it is simple the course the modern Western beliefs and other religions has put us on that they are all superior that they are not equal. The Islamic extremists refer to the Western world as infidels and we the same as the Islamic religion. The reason I say this is quite simple the majority of mankind knows nothing of the other or do the care to nothing of the other. All religions are on a course that has been pre-determined but it can be stopped the power is in us all to make it happen. The modern church establishment needs to be questioned and changes need to start and they must start at the grass roots levels and at the levels of power.
The Church needs to give us the knowledge to nurture the Christ within us and the power within us and until they do there will be strife there will be the godless as the church sees them. The ones that don’t believe until the church is seen as a nurturing body and until all denominations unit as one there will always be this problem. The doctrines need to be destroyed the bible needs to be taken for what it is a guide to living and not a historical document.
When this has been done Alexandria will be with us again the root of all lost knowledge.
Was the contents transported away to another place before the destruction of Alexandria. Did the catholic church destroy it all or was it hidden away by the guardians of Alexandria a secret society known as le guardian you be the judge. Over the years there have been various works trying to make you think and question modern day religion. There has been the Da Vinci Code. Holy blood Holy Grail, the Jesus Papers, and the Pagan Christ. The key question is what do they all have to say and why. What is the fundamental underlining piece in them all. The fundamental piece is quit simple it is the existence of God the existence of Jesus was the grail a blood line or a goblet used at the lat supper.
The way I look at it from being a person that has read them all is quite simple it is a matter of interpretation. Yes Christ exist but on what plain does he exist is it at the human level or the spiritual is it fact or fiction is Christ merely the channel for good within us all. It all comes down to one thing belief. What do you believe what is true in your heart what does your soul tell you. Does your soul guide you or does a divine source guide you through life. Do you get strength from the divine or from within. Think about this does your heart control you or is it society. The answer is simple it is both society and your soul and the people around you. The Christ is you the Christ is around you the Christ binds and guides you. I know if you are Star Wars fan you are thinking the force but is the force and Christ really all that different or are they one in the same was George Lucas trying to put it in a context that modern man could understand.
The key to it all is belief and interpretation understanding and knowledge are all religions truly different or are they founded on common ideologies with different figure heads is Buddha that different from Jesus or Muhammad is god different from Allah or even Rah. The question is clear we live in a world of complexity with jihads and purifications in the name of God is this any different from the crusades of medieval times. Are the armies of NATO any different from the knights templar trying to claim the holy lands for their own. Or trying to quell or control the infidels. Is it different or is it the same do we know any more about the Muslims today. The answer to the question is simple we don’t we are lead to believe that the Muslim or Islamic religion values jihad (the holy war) . Do they or does western civilization tell us they do. I think we are we in the fourth crusade under the control of the US another super power just like France controlled the second crusade and England the third.
What does this have to do with Alexandria you are thinking Alexandria is mystery Alexandria is a myth Alexandria is a secret waiting to be revealed to the people of God. Alexandria has been hidden Alexandria is the Atlantis of Christianity and sore spot or is it. Has Alexandria been revealed or is it being revealed gradually with the works coming forward to question faith and the foundations of Christianity. Are the works of Dan Brown dividing or destroying Christianity. What about the holy blood holy grail the Jesus Papers and the Gnostic Gospels what are they doing for Christianity. Have you read them or do you dismiss them as hog wash and lies. I suggest you read them as they give an understanding and a new found look at what god truly is and what our calling in life is and where are we guided to go.
These works teach us a fundamental lesson that is taught by many such as Steven Covey, We need to channel our lives between what is important and what is right yet at the same time we need to remember that a glass is never half full and that there is a circle beyond the box we have put ourselves in. Steven Covey uses the term Sharpen the saw. The term is simple as a saw has many teeth and as people of faith and people of the world we need to balance and keep the important ones sharp. The important ones are hard to define or are they as they are key ones we need follow God and Religion, Family and Friends Work and our social surroundings.
The ideology of Alexandria is there to test us to make us stronger to make us believe. Alexandria is a myth or is it fact we will never know what was lost in the archives. The myth makes us stronger the myth makes us believe the myth controls who we are as a people; as it has become a part of the folklore of Christianity and other ideologies and myths.
The key to understanding is knowledge and so many people have the tendency to go through life with blinders on. They tend to believe what is written and not question it’s truth. Have you ever read something and realized that it makes no sense or is it possible. The greatest piece of literature ever written is a prime example of this. The bible has been taken as historical fact yet it holds no historical merit. The church has lead us to believe for centuries threw fear that the bible is fact. As we discover and uncover more and more we realize it is not all true. Yet so many people are blind to what is true, or are they or do they just not want to rock the status quo. This leads me to one simple phrase I have heard many a times. People are like a herd of cattle get them together and they are dumb and stupid and go with the flow, yet on their own they can be an individual. I have always wondered why we don’t act like individuals and question things that don’t make sense in life.
The questioning of religion that is a tough one. We are lead to believe a certain way; but now the resources are at our finger tips to gain knowledge and stand as individuals and realize just how much every religious sect or cult has in common. Science as proven so much even Einstein proved that god is no t real even though I don’t think he could admit it do to his time and place in History.
It is quite simple Einstein proved that God = Energy . Just think about that isn’t energy the driving force of everything we need energy for life we need energy to move an object. Here is Einstein’s formula
Albert Einstein’s equation states that Energy = Mass x C2. The law of physics states that energy cannot be created or destroyed.
Which means the energy that created the universe cannot have a beginning nor an end. Also, there must be something that existed before the universe and that will continue to exist after the universe. That is the definition of God.
By applying Albert Einstein’s formula, the universe must have a creator because the universe has mass (M). God does not need a creator because God does not have mass (M). God is energy (E).
Thus when people ask the question, “If God created mankind, who created God?”, they mistakenly imagine God as having a form or mass. Only mass needs a creator, not energy. Therefore it is simple God is Energy god is not tangible God is within us all he is not some super deity as we are lead to believe. Just think of one of the most popular film series of all time Star Wars. In Star Wars the force in all powerful encompassing power held by the elite it is essence telling us that the force is the energy that binds everything together that gives life and taketh life away.
What does this have to do with Alexandria you are wondering it is quite simple Myth and folklore, legend and beliefs. Mankind needs something to believe in something to make our existence worthwhile we can’t simply accept the fact that mankind has the power of god the power of Jesus within us all ; that we control our own destiny. We need something to believe in or do we. Yes God makes us stronger but he does so by giving us something to believe in he gives us positives when there are negatives around. Those positives are within us all we just need to have them awakened we need to believe we are not alone in our pain. We need to believe that someone can take away are pain and make it better. However does the pain ever leave no it doesn’t the pain is there within but we are stronger because we have grown from our pain.
How does this relate to me you might wonder? We all need something to believe in something to guide us or someone. Legends are created for that very purpose. We have the legend of King Arthur and Excalibur the legend of Robin Hood and his merry men. We have the greatest legend of all time Jesus and his disciples. This is a legend that has been taken and woven to create the greatest religion of all time. It has caused wars it is destroyed civilizations and ideologies so that it could survive. The Cathar religion was destroyed by the Catholic Church along with the most powerful order the knights templar who are still present today and known as the free masons.
Ask yourself this why are you a part of an order that has gained power by the very thing they preach against violence, deceit and destruction to make a legend reality. Look at History and Science they don’t support the churches claims why do they hide the very truth or when someone attempts to rock the foundations like Dan Brown they try to dismiss it.
If Alexandria is the secret to the truth the truth that has been hidden from us than let it be the start of what is the truth. Like all legends and myths they are for a purpose to teach us and guide us the truth in us all just like the legend of Alexandria. However Alexandria is more of a truth than a legend since Alexandria did exist in the form that made it legendary. The questions arise around the others though and they can be questioned and adopted and have been changing throughout time there was a Jesus figure in Egypt there is a Jesus figure in Buddhism and many other religions. So in essence the truth is all religion is equal all religion is common all religion comes from within. The Jesus the Buddha the Muhammad they are us we control them we nurture them in ourselves.
The church is a merely a vessel to do this and until modern religion realizes this all is lost wars will continue and the course as pre-determined will continue. Pre-determined you are asking it is simple the course the modern Western beliefs and other religions has put us on that they are all superior that they are not equal. The Islamic extremists refer to the Western world as infidels and we the same as the Islamic religion. The reason I say this is quite simple the majority of mankind knows nothing of the other or do the care to nothing of the other. All religions are on a course that has been pre-determined but it can be stopped the power is in us all to make it happen. The modern church establishment needs to be questioned and changes need to start and they must start at the grass roots levels and at the levels of power.
The Church needs to give us the knowledge to nurture the Christ within us and the power within us and until they do there will be strife there will be the godless as the church sees them. The ones that don’t believe until the church is seen as a nurturing body and until all denominations unit as one there will always be this problem. The doctrines need to be destroyed the bible needs to be taken for what it is a guide to living and not a historical document.
When this has been done Alexandria will be with us again the root of all lost knowledge.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Gods of the Modern World
When you really sit back and think is the modern world really any different than the previous. Yes we have Gods that we worship and control our minds. Just think about it for a second, can you figure out what I am talking about. Who or what are these gods of the modern world. They are:
The God of the Economy
He drives society and keeps it going. He is the master behind big business and the driver of the wars. He is the modern God of the underworld or the God of war; the evil part of society. The prime example of this one’s influence is the modern war against terror is it any different than the great crusades. He is the master of the sub verse, the master of the game of marketing and getting you to buy, to drive his desire for more power and to fund his hidden agenda of utter chaos and mayhem
The God of Technology
The God of Politics and Power
This one helps to hide the truth from us and does it really listen to the needs of his people. He is in a position of power but is a mere puppet to the God of Economy and the Media.
The God of Science (pure power and energy)
What we seek the culmination of all power and the hidden truths within us all subdued by society and the other Gods. This is the greatest power of all, the quest for knowledge. The key to unleashing the inner God; the God that is in us all; it is the true path to peace and enlightenment.
The modern world is no different than the ancient world man is a still a puppet of his masters sure the faces of the Gods have changed over the years but have they. The goal of Christianity throughout the ages has been simple the rulers of the church are not religious or the divine but mere people that can persuade and subdue the average man by making him ignorant to the world around him.
By utilizing our in our power we can overcome and use the resources of the Gods to better educate the masses to bring the true message to all
Everyone’s Holy Grail should be the quest for truth and the quest for knowledge. The grail is not a goblet of divine power it is a symbol for what we all seek. Every person has their own holy grail and from time to time the grail changes in us depending on the stage we are in. If you are a student in University your personal grail could be the dean’s honor roll or getting your masters degree. If you are working your quest could be the next promotion or the project you are working on. The thing is that we all have our own personal quest and our own holy grail.
The thing you need to remember is that our own personal quests give us power and give us energy. In this regard we are our own gods of Science.
The gaining of power and the misuse
In order to understand the modern gods we need to take a little look back at how the Catholic Church came to power and destroyed the thinking in the spiritual realms.
Before the church there was a time of myth and mystery a belief and a spirituality that bonded man and nature. The ties were towards the elements of the earth the knowledge of the cosmos and the worlds beyond. The myth was merely a way of allowing us to understand the world around us, and giving us comfort. These myths were a way to help the children to grow and understand and by doing so they became one with the elements and could draw upon mother earth’s natural hold on us. We had a tie to the bonds of time and space we had a tie to the mysteries of the universe. The unfortunate thing is the modern greed of a few changed this. These powers have become self-proclaimed gods.
The self proclaimed Gods are the church the eminence of greed and power by making you believe that thorough the church you will receive enlightenment and only the church they have become the Devine. They have destroyed the Devine within made us in to mere puppets. Did the ancient people not receive it they believed in the continuance of life after death the passing from physical to mystical? The Church believes as did the ancients that as well and that you will be judged in Heaven or in Valhalla or any other word for heaven.
I agree with the knowledge of the church but it is being misused and has been for centuries!
The simple thing is that there is no beginning or end There is no heaven or Earth but merely the movement from one plain of existence to another. By seeking greater knowledge we can leave the bonds that bind us and carry us forward.
How did this happen?
The first thing the church did was under the influence of Emperor Constantine of the Roman Empire was to create a book and a doctrine to follow. The reason he did so was to unit the different religions under one simply creating a force that he knew would help him control the vast pagans as the world of his time called the unbelievers in a religion that was formed by stealing and re-writing history to control a world that was realizing that things were changing around it. I know this sounds harsh but it is the truth a hard fact re-create history destroy the past and you have a new starting point. Why do you think there is no concrete evidence of Christ in History books or why have they found no real evidence that he existed. The ancient Egyptians and Greeks and even the moors and Ottomans kept excellent records. They are hidden and buried within the tombs and catacombs of the Ancient world. They all point to different worlds and world unity. They never re-wrote history and stole from the past saying it was a new idea. The parallels between Christianity and the Ancient Egyptian tales that were written as a mere guide on how to survive and what is within us all have been re-written and stolen to create a new world order controlled by greed and corruption.
The significance of BC and AD (or After Christ)
What an excellent way to start a new era and say the past was wrong mark it change the ways of recorded history. The times before the time of the pagan the time of what was wrong the dumb thing is that this was done 100 years after Christ’s supposed birth. This why the mere facts make no sense the whole story had to be created so why not create the beginning in the past that way it has an element of mythology yet you are re-writing recorded history so simply create a new starting point and hide the old that you don’t want the people to know about. In simple terms change the past create a book and say it was written by god and given to you. Use the stories of the past and what you want to simply hammer home your point.
The whole principal behind this has escalated over the centuries the church became more then what it was supposed to be it became a power to control a force of evil within itself. The modern church was no different than Hitler in its past and even to this day is there much difference. I know this is a harsh statement. The simple truth is that you have to think about this. If you look at the Americans they are fighting a war against terror is it merely a holy war, are the Americans the modern crusaders of the Church. The mere puppets fighting against those who are different who have different beliefs than they do? The Americans are the most religious why because they have the least educated people in the world the third world is greater in their back yard then some third world countries why.
The church created the templar’s as the army of the church gave them power and as there power and knowledge became greater it had them eliminated. It is easier to quell a party or subdue and by eliminating the templar’s who had amassed great knowledge and wealth by doing what the church wanted they began to fear them. Simply put maintain power by destroying an enemy before they can destroy you or force them underground in to secret societies that hide and wait until another time.
Why did the templar’s pose a threat most of them were originally simple people who amassed great knowledge during the crusades who were changing the fabric of society offering protection and creating things that the church had no control over. The church gave them immunity and they used it to create and hide stuff in order to possibly bring forth a new world order by revealing the truths when the time was right.
Now back to the comparison of Hitler and the early church.
The atrocities performed by the early church were great and vast they wiped out people in the many inquisitions because they believed them to be witches or other unnatural beings. The wiped whole religious sects and went to war to wipe out the infidels the non believers of their ways. Don’t get me wrong I am not condoning what Hitler did but I am merely saying was the church any different and is it today any better. The mere difference is Hitler’s was a personal quest of hate and the Church has used the statement “it is the will of God”. Could I use that statement in court could you? No we cannot because you and I are mere puppets in the hidden quest for power.
The one thing you need to think about is the statement below
Within every man there is the ability to control himself, within each man is God and within each man is the path to seek the enlightenment we all seek. We have the power to be the lamb or the power to be the Lion.
With that think about this the Lamb of God. Simply put by being a lamb you become a follower and a puppet of the God the person of power the Lion. I am not saying we all have to the Lion or the lamb but if we can find a simple balance between the two an era of understanding and enlightenment will rain. The need for greed and power will be gone.
The modern church created its power by re-writing history and hiding and subduing Ancient texts that it believed would help a population that was seeking answers and becoming educated to grow. The modern governments have done the same thing by being puppets of the Church. The world has grown the path to the inner god is it hand; the time to break the bonds are now the time to become the individuals we truly are know. Begin to look within begin to seek the path within you.
It goes back to a simple philosophy if you can keep the masses at bay by keeping them uninterested by hiding the truth from them then you can remain in power. The modern church has succeeded by doing so for centuries. Well they are defenders of the greed to the highest degree they have the most wealth especially the Catholic Church. Why does a church need so much why does a group that values non-material things have the world’s greatest storage of wealth? What is this vast store used for?
The next question is quite simple if we begin to question the truth, even if we begin to think outside the box and realize that we have the power how long will it be for the word changes for the better. If you think of this 1 person can be the spark but as a whole we can be the fire of change.
*** Remember a man or woman is defined by his actions – do you want to leave a legacy of good or a legacy of hatred and evil ***
Back to the modern World
Is modern society truly a different place than the dark ages or is just an extension of a vision long lost and forgotten? The truth is that the church has controlled us and our society has created modern gods as mentioned early to do it’s bidding and keep the masses at bay. Gee does this sound familiar if you appease the masses and keep them at bay you can remain in power. If you rule by power and use all your resources to the fullest extent you can stay longer in power. The church has evolved with the times in some areas but as the ancients realized there is time to step back and let things take their course. The church needs to step back and take a back seat as Its time is over. The truth is within our grasp, the time of man is at hand.
It is time to let the knowledge pour out and let man know the truth that has been hidden for so long. The church destroyed and rewrote history. The church came to power through fear and here in a modern world of knowledge we still fear it today. The simplicity of it is we have been taught to fear the unknown and have been brainwashed in to our current state of thinking.
The biggest problem with a lot of people in the church communities is that they let the church think for them. They don’t realize it but the church is there conscience flooding the brain with what to do and not to do. Here a couple example of this.
The DaVinci Code the church has condemned it why? Is there a possible hidden truth in the book or are they afraid that people will start thinking for themselves and move away from the church and discover the truths that have been hidden away from us for centuries.
Mary Magdalene as a harlot. The church under Pope Gregory the Great in 591 said so in an address and ever since then the Christian community has believed it to be so; yet you read the bible and does it mention this. Here is an exert from the sermon that began the conspiracy “She whom Luke calls the sinful woman, whom John calls Mary [of Bethany], we believe to be the Mary from whom seven devils were ejected according to Mark”
The bible would lead us to believe she was a good friend. Yet if you read the missing gospels that the church hid away in the Dead Sea and other items that have come to light in this modern world you will see much more. Mary was his equal and yes possibly his wife. The question you need to ask yourself why did the Pope do this; was there a women’s movement in the church. This also reinforced the catholic churches actions and belief that since priests and bishops are the servants of god this is why they don’t marry since women are inferior they are nothing but our slaves. That is slaves to the man they are merely on this earth to be at our beckon call and please a man’s every need.
This is just starting to correct itself in our modern world it is at no point in the right place. The race of man has a long way to come on this matter. If you look at the numbers you still see it is a man’s dominated world. There are exceptions to the rule and believe me if you treat a woman as an equal it is amazing how your relationship will go. They are far from objects they are every bit as capable of doing what men can do in this world maybe more so in some areas.
I treat my wife with confidence and respect the same way I want to be treated and my relationship is miraculous. We decide as equals what is to be done and where things are to go. I encourage her to follow her dreams and heart as she does me. This is what the bible was trying to tell us in its parables and stories. It was never intended to be a historical document but merely away to lead us to the chosen path and help people understand life. It is said there is no manual for life; the bible is simply this a confusing manual that allows us to think and interpret it; but is it any different than the VCR manual we have problems with or the manual of a computer program. The only problem with this manual is that it is missing pieces and so many interpretations that things have gotten lost over the years or omitted because the original creators of our modern religion destroyed or misconstrued facts to create what they wanted. The religious sects of the modern era have done what they have done in the past and that is that in order to stay in power they create their own interpretations and have their own agendas and corruption. They are trying to make ancient beliefs work in a technological world a world that is capable of understanding beyond ancient religion. We live in a world that no longer believes that a ginger bread cookie can come alive and walk amongst us.
The only truth in this world of today is that we have replaced ancient gods with other gods once that suit our modern needs. We strive for heaven we strive for existence in this ever confusing world. The world of Heaven is around us the world of heaven is within us all. The simple thing is that there are several panes of existence the Indians realized this as did the Celts, the Egyptians and many others. In death you simply move to another plan of existence with the ability to travel back and forth into the human world from the world of the spirits. You have ability in the spirit to return to this world and relive a life or the ability to stay and move on to the next level of existence. This goes back to the fact that death is merely the beginning and not the end.
The hidden truths
Throughout the ages those in power have hidden truths and misused their power in this economic world things are no different. There is so much that has been kept from us and so many untold truths and us. The fear is being reversed the masses are starting to change and the religious leaders and politicians are now fearing the general populace of today.
There are so many books out there now that rock the foundation of the old ways and explain it the way it was meant to be that the modern church is getting scared. If you take a look in the past these free thinkers were burned at the stake as witches or locked away so there views could not be heard but in this modern world it is not possible the people now have the say with the various charters of rights and freedoms that is no prevalent in most developed nations. The thing is that a great number of people fear to read these books the church has condemned them as lies and is trying to hide behind the false world that the religious leaders created centuries earlier. Why are people so afraid to read and expand their minds beyond the pre-conceived the simple thing is fear? Is it a fear of learning that they fear or is it simply that they are comfortable in their little safety net that has surrounded them for so long? I can’t hazard a guess; only possible reasons to the situation.
The situation as I see it is that people are afraid of change and have learned over years of brainwashing to accept the status quo. It is come to a time in the world to change the status quo and usher in a new era of simplicity with technology and knowledge as one where there is Peace among all and not war.
The bulk of wars are over power, whether it is religious power or economic gain for land or money; the simple truth is they are pointless. Within us all is the ability to shed the lessons of racism that is present in the church and in our own governments.
Yes the church even in this very day is the most racist body in the world. Just look at the different factions and how they react to one another. The Muslims are hated by America. The Christians by the Arabic world why. The simplicity of it is that each group believes their beliefs to be the true path and that the others are all inferior. This is the greatest misconception preached by both factions; because the base principals in both have their roots etched and intertwined deep in the past of mankind. The Islamic people are no different than the Christians or the Hindus the bibles of each are a mere guide to life that has been misused to keep the general populace at bay.
The Technological God
The god of technology is cunning and deceitful he makes us want that new piece of technology he steals from our pocket book; he pulls the money out of the wallet. He uses the power of the other gods the media god and the Hollywood god to convince us. The media god provides the cunning advertising and the Hollywood god shows us how to use it and places it subtly in our favorite show or movie.
We all have a piece of technology that pulls us and intrigues us; one little piece that is our nemesis. It could be a new plasma TV a laptop an IPOD or a game system.
My personal nemesis is the ever changing cell phone. It is the little device that almost caused me a good thing 10 years ago and my wife continually reminds me of this. The first time I saw her in the halls of the school I noticed her beauty and presence in the hall but was to busy with that little piece of equipment. Yes we did eventually get together awhile later. That stupid little device still intrigues me and where I work I get the opportunity to try new ones to see what the next replacement is going to be at the company.
As you can see it can have an impact on us causing us to focus on the technology alone and forget about our surroundings. People have lost touch with the environment their surroundings and have lost the ability to be free. These little devices have taken over our lives, or have they given the system more control over what we do. With the cell phone and Blackberry devices we are never away from work, the master has full control of us. I know this example doesn’t apply to all of you but the cell phone has impacted you as well since people can reach you no matter where you are. You can no longer slip away from that pesky phone. Don’t get me wrong I am not saying to abandon it but we do need our freedom we need to break the chains that bind us.
Freedom is a wonderful thing that most of us fail to experience as we are caught up in this technological race intertwined with the social fabric and culture of the modern work place. In order to get this we are caught bowing to the god of the economy in order to get more money and creating a false economy of debt.
Keeping the populace at Bay
Throughout the centuries those in power have always known that a strong social structure is the key to keeping the masses at bay. The structure as evolved over time as I am going to illustrate below in the organization charts.
The first example is taken from Europe in medieval times
1. At the top you have GOD the almighty being an entity that created all things and gave people something to believe in
2. Next you have 2 entities that are equal yet they are not.
a. The Priests of the Church appointed by the King to do God’s bidding or in essence his bidding. The church was the ultimate power in educated the masses. It was the ultimate judicial channel if you believed in something else or thought differently you were condemned. Because of this secret societies sprung up and still exist today
b. The King the self appointed ruler of his people the voice of God to his followers. The King gained popularity or lands by attacking and taking over weaker rulers to extend his influence and territory. He was equal to the priests but left the work of the church to the Priests and in turn a massed his wealth at the expense of people below him. The King is really no different in today’s economic structure than big business or a very well off person. They were judged by how they treated people or how they interacted and by their wealth. The more power the king has or big business has the stronger they would get. The only difference is that in today’s economic world the king is not a person but is money.
c. The King was not the only one that amassed great wealth so did the church by forcing people to pay tithes to the church in order for god’s acceptance 10% of your wealth had to go to the church. The King was supposed to be of the church but as you can see the church was equal to the King and in some states the Church was above the King.
3. Next you have the ministers or teachers of god’s word and the lords and barons the landowners and judicial figures in a region under the king’s rule.
a. The ministers would report to the church and teach the masses in the word of the lord and keep them at bay by teaching them the basics and telling them what they needed to know. Since most of them could not read it was rather easy in medieval times.
b. The lords and barons would collect the taxes and keep their money and pay percentages to the king. The lord or baron would collect money from the peasants ensuring them that he would protect them.
4. The next level was the sheriff and the knights the military of the lord and the Hench men of the church or lord they would do the dirty work and keep the people in line by instilling fear and keeping the justice. There were knights of the church and knights of the lord or baron.
5. The final area was the peasant’s who are no different than in today’s modern working person that looks to the companies for employment so that they can carve out a living. We have become so dependent on money and finding and holding a job that we have lost sight of what is important to us. The peasant worked for the lord and baron and was guaranteed protection and a place to live. The peasant was a slave of the lord or baron and we are slaves of modern society.
The diagram above show the flow of the modern system outlining to government systems inter twined in to the Modern Hierarchy. The system shows what is typical of a western form of Democracy. The two examples are the American system and the British based system of modern government
The outer square is the modern GODS intertwined with the common Gods / Church showing how they influence everything else around them.
Some of the Gods for ease of displaying have been combined with another i.e. the God of War and the God of Economy.
The flow of the outer ring is quite simple; each one on the outer ringer has a direct or indirect influence on the other. The breakdown is as follows
War and Economy go hand in hand since War drives the modern economy.
God / Jesus are linked to War and Economy. This is linked since modern wars and wars throughout history have been based on religion in some for or another. The modern wars might seem different but are they really? The common thread is religious or cultural differences among people. The war on terror is in the simplest form a religious war against what western society sees as infidels. The only problem is the enemy has no remorse when he kills a group of people since he is doing it in the name of his religion. Even western society fights in the name of God on the battlefield even though it is not said in the media. Take a look for example at one of the mottos of the United States “In God we Trust”.
Are the countries of the Western Civilization any different than the terrorists?
When you look at it are we any different or at least the western governments. We go in so the whole world knows to another country tooting what the people want to hear yes. The key difference is none we are still trying to put forth our will and beliefs on the rest of the world. Sure we don’t use scare tactics but we are forcing our beliefs and government system on to other countries. If you take a look at History when people are ready for change they will cause change to occur. You have the following revolutions as examples, The French Revolution, The American Revolution, and the Russian revolution. Did the outside world interfere in these maybe a little, after it started but the citizens of the country started them. Western Civilization is creating revolutions to exert their will and protect themselves the Western Civilization is trying to be god and force something before its time.
Is western civilization really that different than the crusaders of the middle ages? Think about it before you move on.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
My First Blog Post
Hi I am a cute little guy named Mattis
I have 2 wonderful Parents and this is my first blog post
of course daddy is helping so it makes sense my typing skills con
these are my skills below
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I have 2 wonderful Parents and this is my first blog post
of course daddy is helping so it makes sense my typing skills con
these are my skills below
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First few days
My first few days were spent with Mummy at the Brantford General Hospital. Daddy came to see us after something called work. He was there most of the first few days as it was a weekend. The next 2 were the work days.
Mummy and Me hanging out at the hospital
Durring my time at Brantford general I met several Doctors and nurses who have put cold things on me and under my arms I have no idea what they do except make me cold. I got something stuck in my foot and pulled liquid out of me. I think they told Mommy and Daddy that it was blood.
Dr. Powell and me ... she delivered me in to this glorious World on Oct 16, 2009
Saturday Oct 17- Monday Oct 19
I met my Nana Duncan and Aunt Karyn and a cousin whatever that is; named Andrew. Aunt Karyn was a nice lady who loved to hold me. My Nana is a very nice lady to I think I heard Mommy call her Mary Lou. I met 3 people called Bob, Cass and Kyle. I think it was Kyle who tried to poke me and smiled and giggled at me.
I also met a baby named Jared who was born to friends of Daddy and Mommy's named Michelle and Joel
I met a nice lady and man I think Daddy called them Sandy and Terry the commented on my hair and how I had a lot of it.
My second day Mommy had to call Daddy to wake him up and come in to help since she was finding it hard since her C-section and the fact I kept her up. Daddy got here about 6:30 and fed me and changed me.
Today I meant more people and got held and cuddled more I met Rachel, Jacob and Rob Paul. I think I heard daddy say that Rob was Michelle's sister. From how they talked I think Daddy has known him for awhile. Rachel held me and wanted to keep me she was cute.
I saw Terry and Sandy again.
The nurses are nice to me and have given mommy and daddy all sorts of pointers on how to care for and feed me.
Daddy has taken me for walks up down the corridor, mommy has come sometimes as well but she needs to rest.
I have set the door alarms off several times do to the proximity of my room to the security doors. I did it on a nurse and on Joel.
I think daddy knows a lot of people we went for another walk and we met more people that he knows These people were Cindy and Gavin I think Cindy is Michelle's sister. I also met there kids Owen and ?
Monday I think it was it was just Mommy and me were there until Nana came as Daddy had to do something called work but he came later to see us
Pictures of me
Mummy and Me hanging out at the hospital
Durring my time at Brantford general I met several Doctors and nurses who have put cold things on me and under my arms I have no idea what they do except make me cold. I got something stuck in my foot and pulled liquid out of me. I think they told Mommy and Daddy that it was blood.
Dr. Powell and me ... she delivered me in to this glorious World on Oct 16, 2009
Saturday Oct 17- Monday Oct 19
I met my Nana Duncan and Aunt Karyn and a cousin whatever that is; named Andrew. Aunt Karyn was a nice lady who loved to hold me. My Nana is a very nice lady to I think I heard Mommy call her Mary Lou. I met 3 people called Bob, Cass and Kyle. I think it was Kyle who tried to poke me and smiled and giggled at me.
I also met a baby named Jared who was born to friends of Daddy and Mommy's named Michelle and Joel
I met a nice lady and man I think Daddy called them Sandy and Terry the commented on my hair and how I had a lot of it.
My second day Mommy had to call Daddy to wake him up and come in to help since she was finding it hard since her C-section and the fact I kept her up. Daddy got here about 6:30 and fed me and changed me.
Today I meant more people and got held and cuddled more I met Rachel, Jacob and Rob Paul. I think I heard daddy say that Rob was Michelle's sister. From how they talked I think Daddy has known him for awhile. Rachel held me and wanted to keep me she was cute.
I saw Terry and Sandy again.
The nurses are nice to me and have given mommy and daddy all sorts of pointers on how to care for and feed me.
Daddy has taken me for walks up down the corridor, mommy has come sometimes as well but she needs to rest.
I have set the door alarms off several times do to the proximity of my room to the security doors. I did it on a nurse and on Joel.
I think daddy knows a lot of people we went for another walk and we met more people that he knows These people were Cindy and Gavin I think Cindy is Michelle's sister. I also met there kids Owen and ?
Monday I think it was it was just Mommy and me were there until Nana came as Daddy had to do something called work but he came later to see us
Pictures of me
Grading Room Gossip
Here Iam at work working away
And there are two women here cackling like hens.
Like hens making no sense at all.
Talking about people and ruining their reputations
They talk about a person that is doing something that
is the same as they do and how it is wrong but okay for them
to do.
They complain about people on U.I. milking the government and
yet they do it each winter and how they feel guilty about it.
If they do how come they do it year in year out.
They condemn a man who was found innocent of double homicide,
by a jury of his peers.
They say that because of a movie he made he is trained to be a violent killer.
They also say that he should not enjoy his freedom but live in remorse all his life.
They talk like bigots and condemn all people of a race because of their past and condemn all foriengers for coming to Canada.
Then they brag that they are better, than all the men, and that they do twice the work, that a man could ever do, in the same time frame.
Then they talk about abusive relationships which makes no sense because one is in one and is blind to it.
And the other condemns all men based on her past relationships.
They say a person is this or that because of what he does once
He might have gotten drunk once and is an alcoholic or so and so are not compatible because they live in opposite worlds.
They say that a person feeds his cattle deadly chemicals because the beef tastes different then store bought.
And yet for some reason it all comes back to one of their life stories and how good there life was and good this man was but now she says that she can't stand men but when she talks she talks like she respects the men.
And she always seems to find more positives in her men she dated, and yet everyone elses men she finds the Negatives.
Then one starts talking about her trucking days, and hauling 80 tons and that it is okay for a trucker to run over a car and not get charged because he says he could not slow down to avoid an accident (BULLSHIT)
From here the conversation turns to complaining about ethnic drivers and all drivers of cars saying that the transport always has the right of way and that all ethnic drivers and other drivers don't know how to drive.
One says that truck drivers are perfect drivers and can do no wrong and that all the other drivers don't have a clue how to drive.
And all of a sudden in comes Quebec seperation and they say that Quebecers are all useless and don't deserve to be apart of Canada, and that the government of Canada should not work to keep Quebec in Canada.
And then after lunch the antics continue again day in and day out.
And then conversation turns to a prominent family that is rather large and one says they are all alike because of the bad acts of certain members.
Then they get back to discriminating, against the Orientals by calling them the yellow race, and blacks negros and blaming them for all the worlds problems. Gee sounds a lot like Hitler’s philosophy on the Jews. Then they say that the Orientals and African Americans are going to take over North America and turn the White man into slaves.
Then for some reason fashion suddenly jumps in. They complain about how people dress or how they look in this or that.
Then next comes the Immigrants saying that they have no rights and don't deserve to live here, and yet neither was born in Canada. They were both born in Europe so what do they mean.
Then the topic turns to Native Americans saying they have no right to get there land back and that what the white man did was right, And that all Indians are Drunks and Welfare cases and that’s all they will ever be.
By days end one was saying that JFK was still alive up to a few years ago living on a desert Island as a vegetable with Hitler.
Also they believe Elvis is alive living in Battle Creek Saskatchewan, off his millions.
However it always went back to their views on men I guess they just talk to hear themselves talk, even if they make no sense
But yet from time to time maybe once a week they got on to intelligent conversation. One was about they discovery of the lost city of Ubar that was recently found.
However all in all everything ended in a derogatory statement or ended tearing something or someone apart.
However all I did was work and listen to the Heckling hens talk about nothing.
And there are two women here cackling like hens.
Like hens making no sense at all.
Talking about people and ruining their reputations
They talk about a person that is doing something that
is the same as they do and how it is wrong but okay for them
to do.
They complain about people on U.I. milking the government and
yet they do it each winter and how they feel guilty about it.
If they do how come they do it year in year out.
They condemn a man who was found innocent of double homicide,
by a jury of his peers.
They say that because of a movie he made he is trained to be a violent killer.
They also say that he should not enjoy his freedom but live in remorse all his life.
They talk like bigots and condemn all people of a race because of their past and condemn all foriengers for coming to Canada.
Then they brag that they are better, than all the men, and that they do twice the work, that a man could ever do, in the same time frame.
Then they talk about abusive relationships which makes no sense because one is in one and is blind to it.
And the other condemns all men based on her past relationships.
They say a person is this or that because of what he does once
He might have gotten drunk once and is an alcoholic or so and so are not compatible because they live in opposite worlds.
They say that a person feeds his cattle deadly chemicals because the beef tastes different then store bought.
And yet for some reason it all comes back to one of their life stories and how good there life was and good this man was but now she says that she can't stand men but when she talks she talks like she respects the men.
And she always seems to find more positives in her men she dated, and yet everyone elses men she finds the Negatives.
Then one starts talking about her trucking days, and hauling 80 tons and that it is okay for a trucker to run over a car and not get charged because he says he could not slow down to avoid an accident (BULLSHIT)
From here the conversation turns to complaining about ethnic drivers and all drivers of cars saying that the transport always has the right of way and that all ethnic drivers and other drivers don't know how to drive.
One says that truck drivers are perfect drivers and can do no wrong and that all the other drivers don't have a clue how to drive.
And all of a sudden in comes Quebec seperation and they say that Quebecers are all useless and don't deserve to be apart of Canada, and that the government of Canada should not work to keep Quebec in Canada.
And then after lunch the antics continue again day in and day out.
And then conversation turns to a prominent family that is rather large and one says they are all alike because of the bad acts of certain members.
Then they get back to discriminating, against the Orientals by calling them the yellow race, and blacks negros and blaming them for all the worlds problems. Gee sounds a lot like Hitler’s philosophy on the Jews. Then they say that the Orientals and African Americans are going to take over North America and turn the White man into slaves.
Then for some reason fashion suddenly jumps in. They complain about how people dress or how they look in this or that.
Then next comes the Immigrants saying that they have no rights and don't deserve to live here, and yet neither was born in Canada. They were both born in Europe so what do they mean.
Then the topic turns to Native Americans saying they have no right to get there land back and that what the white man did was right, And that all Indians are Drunks and Welfare cases and that’s all they will ever be.
By days end one was saying that JFK was still alive up to a few years ago living on a desert Island as a vegetable with Hitler.
Also they believe Elvis is alive living in Battle Creek Saskatchewan, off his millions.
However it always went back to their views on men I guess they just talk to hear themselves talk, even if they make no sense
But yet from time to time maybe once a week they got on to intelligent conversation. One was about they discovery of the lost city of Ubar that was recently found.
However all in all everything ended in a derogatory statement or ended tearing something or someone apart.
However all I did was work and listen to the Heckling hens talk about nothing.
Why Me
This poem I wrote after watching something on TV. a young girl was sitting alone in a corridor in a hosptital I was not depressed or anything when I wrote this one.
I’m in a vacant hallway
All alone no one is around
Why am I hear
Why Me! Why Me!
The walls are white
and everyone has left me here all alone
There is no one here that seems to care about me
Why Me! Why Me!
The corridor is long and narrow no one at either end
I’m all alone
There isn’t anyone around I know
Why am I all alone
Why Me! Why Me!
I seem to do everything right in my mind
But in the mind of others it is not
Why can’t I be in the right with people around me.
Why does everyone always leave me alone
Why am I in this white corridor all alone.
It isn’t my fault I can solve this on my own
I don’t need your help?
You don’t know me I know what is good for me
Get out of here I can deal with this on my own
Here I am all alone in what seems like prison
Everything is closing in around me
No one seems to listen to me
But they keep telling me what I should be doing.
Why Me! Why Me!
This white corridor is getting longer and longer it was once short
It is longer than I ever thought possible
The door is know a little speck at the far end of a wall that seems miles away
How can I ever get close to the door and get out of this corridor
I keep walking towards the door but it remains the same distance away
I have to get out of here but how
I can’t reach the door it seems to be moving further with each step
Why Me! Why did I end up here why Me.
How did my life end up so far out of reach.
I’m in a vacant hallway
All alone no one is around
Why am I hear
Why Me! Why Me!
The walls are white
and everyone has left me here all alone
There is no one here that seems to care about me
Why Me! Why Me!
The corridor is long and narrow no one at either end
I’m all alone
There isn’t anyone around I know
Why am I all alone
Why Me! Why Me!
I seem to do everything right in my mind
But in the mind of others it is not
Why can’t I be in the right with people around me.
Why does everyone always leave me alone
Why am I in this white corridor all alone.
It isn’t my fault I can solve this on my own
I don’t need your help?
You don’t know me I know what is good for me
Get out of here I can deal with this on my own
Here I am all alone in what seems like prison
Everything is closing in around me
No one seems to listen to me
But they keep telling me what I should be doing.
Why Me! Why Me!
This white corridor is getting longer and longer it was once short
It is longer than I ever thought possible
The door is know a little speck at the far end of a wall that seems miles away
How can I ever get close to the door and get out of this corridor
I keep walking towards the door but it remains the same distance away
I have to get out of here but how
I can’t reach the door it seems to be moving further with each step
Why Me! Why did I end up here why Me.
How did my life end up so far out of reach.
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